I wish I cared then at least I could do something to numb the pain. Instead this empty void falling down a bottomless abyss, you can only scream for so long till your lungs run out of air after that do you really even care. Falling for an eternity you think till there's nothing left to think about eventually letting the darkness consume and invade your mind enveloping your being. Emptiness is all you feel as if nothing that ever happened ever was. Perhaps it was all just a dream and this nothingness is the only thing that ever was, the only thing that ever mattered.... Blackness and nothing devoid of all thought and any emotion you fall forever in a waking sleep.